I am all confuse now ... there are just so many things to do and I just don't know where to start. We are getting our new nest soon and I became more confuse with what I want for the nest. The renovation work needs to be done but I have yet to decide for good how I want it to be. I need a durable and working kitchen but the cost is xtremely expensive. There is just so much to do, but we have yet to start (in a right direction i mean).
I'll continue my saga tomorrow ... I have an important call to make. Gud Nite.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
A FRESH NEW START
The heading says it all. 1st September 2009, the first day i decided to have my own blog. It is all about me and my life. Sincerely, this is the best avenue for me to get use to writing after such a long time. Eventhough, PR is what I do, I don't get to write often, in fact, very little of good literature.
Once, I attended a job interview and I somehow startled when she asked me 'WHAT DO YOU DO ? DO YOU WRITE ? HOW MANY MEDIA RELEASES AND SPEECH A MONTH ?'. Seriously, I was very ashamed of myself ... at that moment, I knew that I was definitely not fit for the job. But I seriously fell in love with the Company, eventhough I did not get the job (prayed hard that I would land the job), the Company were very professional and extremely structured.
I do love my current job, but I need fresh air ... I NEED TO LEARN NEW THINGS. I wish I could further my studies ... maybe soon.
Alhamdulillah, I am thankful for what I have now, I am so blessed with so many things in life ... especially, a wonderful husband whom I love dearly, a man whom I confide with and share all my stories with, a man who understands my work ... eventhough he hates shopping (can't have all isn't), I love u Sayang.
Somehow, I'm feeling a bit sensitive now ... tears fell and I wish I could share all my joy with my late parents. I am sure, they will be very happy for me ... wherever you are now, mak and bapak, I pray for you and will always love you both with all my heart. I still remember the day when my dad was critically ill and he told my mom ... jaga diri dan kahwinkan Urin. And just hours after that, he passed away.
Since then, my mom and me shared the same room, the same bed and I being the 'nakal' daughter ... forever 'menyakat' her. And I can still recall her face when I told him about my newly discovered bf (now my hubby), she was extremely happy. She will wait for me everyday and I will tell her stories until we fall asleep. Arwah only got to meet him twice and the day she left us, I did not get to see her. By the time I reach home, she was already laid at the hall ... motionless. Mak, I wish you were there for our wedding, but Allah loves you more. Eventough, you were not there with us, we both knew that you'll be happy for us. Al-Fatihah for Arwah Mak dan Bapak.
I pay tribute to my success to all my loved ones, the whole Sarwan's family for all their never ending support and love ... I love all of you. To all my bff (from childhood and working life), thanks a million for the love that you have given. I wouldn't be what I am now without your love and support.
Thank you again for everything ... and if one day, it's my time to meet the Almighty, I hope this blog will record how much I appreciate all the people surrounding me and last but not least, maaf zahir dan batin.
And as the title say, a fresh new start ... a new beginning of a new career path at an old road ... may it be a meaningful and fruitful. I hope and pray that I will continue to be what I am now forever.
Let the ball roll ... ladies and gentlemen.
Once, I attended a job interview and I somehow startled when she asked me 'WHAT DO YOU DO ? DO YOU WRITE ? HOW MANY MEDIA RELEASES AND SPEECH A MONTH ?'. Seriously, I was very ashamed of myself ... at that moment, I knew that I was definitely not fit for the job. But I seriously fell in love with the Company, eventhough I did not get the job (prayed hard that I would land the job), the Company were very professional and extremely structured.
I do love my current job, but I need fresh air ... I NEED TO LEARN NEW THINGS. I wish I could further my studies ... maybe soon.
Alhamdulillah, I am thankful for what I have now, I am so blessed with so many things in life ... especially, a wonderful husband whom I love dearly, a man whom I confide with and share all my stories with, a man who understands my work ... eventhough he hates shopping (can't have all isn't), I love u Sayang.
Somehow, I'm feeling a bit sensitive now ... tears fell and I wish I could share all my joy with my late parents. I am sure, they will be very happy for me ... wherever you are now, mak and bapak, I pray for you and will always love you both with all my heart. I still remember the day when my dad was critically ill and he told my mom ... jaga diri dan kahwinkan Urin. And just hours after that, he passed away.
Since then, my mom and me shared the same room, the same bed and I being the 'nakal' daughter ... forever 'menyakat' her. And I can still recall her face when I told him about my newly discovered bf (now my hubby), she was extremely happy. She will wait for me everyday and I will tell her stories until we fall asleep. Arwah only got to meet him twice and the day she left us, I did not get to see her. By the time I reach home, she was already laid at the hall ... motionless. Mak, I wish you were there for our wedding, but Allah loves you more. Eventough, you were not there with us, we both knew that you'll be happy for us. Al-Fatihah for Arwah Mak dan Bapak.
I pay tribute to my success to all my loved ones, the whole Sarwan's family for all their never ending support and love ... I love all of you. To all my bff (from childhood and working life), thanks a million for the love that you have given. I wouldn't be what I am now without your love and support.
Thank you again for everything ... and if one day, it's my time to meet the Almighty, I hope this blog will record how much I appreciate all the people surrounding me and last but not least, maaf zahir dan batin.
And as the title say, a fresh new start ... a new beginning of a new career path at an old road ... may it be a meaningful and fruitful. I hope and pray that I will continue to be what I am now forever.
Let the ball roll ... ladies and gentlemen.
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